just me anyway..

Rasanya wuhhhh.... ngga ngerti apa..!!
Damn, it's been a while since this crazy friendship things play around with me.

Now i'm listening Cranberries with headphone on and i just dont care anything. Wuhhhh....

I'm feeling me, my self, my ignorant person deep inside, lonely that happened forever.
My self, sad and alone. Somehow i feel damn fine with this feeling.

I always love cranberries. They have something that makes you feel sad and lonely, something that makes you might kill your self because just being you...
Unhappy feeling like this is a very good feeling that happened today.

Feels like longing something but you dont even know what is the thingg.

Just listen to this song, brought me somewhere, a place far away from the real world. A place that only me stay there and sore.

Sometimes i just feel i'm hurt. Don't know why, just hurt.

and no one to share because i'm alone. always.
and it's hard to handle. very hard.

Friendhip is a hard thing, being with family also not that easy.

Then probably that's why i choose to be alone.

I hate my self for being alone, but it seems no one understand. Not even my self.
That place where it's only me live there looks fine.

This feeling never leave me alone.

No one can help me with this.

Then just let me enjoy this sickness and sadness and hurt feeling that could kill slowly.

It's just me anyway, alone, sad and sore