Panic attack

Ok, am totally panic. I’m old now, i don’t care what you call it, twenty ten or thirty, I’m old. Oh lord.

I don’t realize I’m getting this age, i live for this long. I just don’t realize it.
In fact, i don’t want it. I hated it.
See.. It’s a classic problem. Single, no partner, wanna have children as long as possible, the urge is caused by age.
I need a break. To get away for some time. Alone.
I guess, I really need it. Yep. I need it.

Where to go..? Uhh.. I need a break. Need my time alone.