Sad Serenade

It’s a sad serenade. Playing around in my mind.
So far away from my lovely plan. He’s gone.
Left a big hole in my heart. Aching.

How am i supposed to do?
Why is it hard to have someone you like being around? Be with you.

Why is it so hard for you to want me?

Love will never be easy for me
Just stay beside me and let me feel it.

I’m not sure what i feel, but can you stay?
I want you stay. So bad.